[	0x* Feeling..	|	BECCA	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	BECCA	]

I LOVE TIFFANY NOELLE GIBSON!!!!!!!!!!! :)

dghsoighsoighsoighs she makes me happpyyyy

Typed By: Boo *Hehe*

[	0x* Feeling..	|	amused	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	Going Crazy	]

Saturday- Cheer Practice from 330-6. That was crazy. Of Course Premier Always is! I love those girls. Came Home took a shower and then Tay came over. We picked up Chelsea and went to Keos house for a little while Hung out With Ben Keo John and Jake. That was fun. Me and Chels came back here and hung out. We both Talked to Ben and Alan for a little while. I fell asleep watching Bring It On  while Chelsea was talking to Alan.

Sunday- Woke up at 9:20 and had to be at practice by 11. That was another crazy day at Premier. We had a bad half of practice and a good end. I had youth and minis after and then we had a performance. Becca Helen Tony and Aaron all showed up to watch. Then we performed and did better the second one except I messed up on the dance. Thats me!! Then I took home becca but we made a stop to 7-11 first. Becca thought she was gonna have to pee in the middle of the night. It was funny.

Today- Another Gay day at school. Then I came home called Ben and talked to him for a LONG time. Like always. Now I'm talking to Arica on the phone waiting to go to Cheer Practice again! Yay!!

4 Days Til Nationals!

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Last Night- We had a big party here. Well Kinda. Ben Annie Becca Lissa and Lauren all came over. We all just hung out. We started off watching the Grudge but no one would watch it but Me Ben and Annie. Lauren Lissa and Becca all ran upstairs being scared. So we just ate food and then Me Lauren Lissa all started wrestling with Ben trying to take him down. I think we did it twice but he took down all 3 of us. It sad. So then at like 1045 My dad took home Ben Lauren and Lissa. Then me Becca and Annie chilled. I fell asleep at like 1130. I was so tired. They were up late i guess.

Today-Woke up at 9:20 cuz of my mom. Me and Becca went to go get my eye brows done. That hurt!! But i guess they look good. I cant really tell. Then later I have cheer from 330-6 and then we might go to the movies tonight. Nothing else really cool.

Nationals-6 Days!!

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[	0x* Hearing..	|	Newlyweds<-Nick and Jessica	]

Woah. I haven't written in this is a long time. But nothing has really been happening. Same old Stuff. Hanging with Friends, movies with Ben and cheer.

Nationals-10 Days

Today I'm gonna go chill at Davis's and then cheer tonight.

Wrestling Season= over. No more fun stories to tell all you guys.

Well I have to go get ready so I'll write more later.

Ben <33

[	0x* Feeling..	|	Crazy*	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	Scars*	]

---> You

Basics
.: x full name-Tiffany Noelle Gibson
.: x height-5'1
.: x hair color-Brown 
.: x real hair color-Brown
.: x eye color-Brown
.: x birthday-January 29
.: x age-14.
.: x grade-8th.

School
.: x name of school-Discovery Middle School
.: x grade-8th.
.: x nicest teacher-Mrs. Trombley
.: x meanest teacher-*Cough* Man
.: x best class- Language Arts
.: x best subject-Math
.: x worst class-Science
.: x worst subject-Social Studies or Science
.: x what do you think about PE or athletics? Okay.

Love-Taken
.: x taken by who?Benjamin Joseph Cote
.: x for how long?Since July 29th,04
.: x why do you like him/her? He's Ben. I cant explain how i feel for him
.: x is he/she older than you?Yes He's 14 going on 15 before me

Love-Crushin
.: x for how long? Ever Since I Layed Eyes On Him.<-- Seriously
.: x planning on doing anything soon? Was Supposed to, but not til next weekend probably

Favorites
.: x drink-Sierra Mist
.: x ice cream flavor- I dont really know.
.: x smell-Whatever Colonge Ben wears.. SOO GOOD!
.: x sport- Competitive Cheerleading, Yes it is one!
.: x channel-MTV
.: x celebrity-Chad Michael Murray
.: x memory-The day Ben and Bobby were totally flirting with me on Lissas bus. Ben started to talk about penis's and Bobby was playing with my hair saying "He loves you, he loves you not"
.: x candy- Sour Starburst, can't eat them though
.: x show-My Super Sweet 16 or Battle of the Sexes
.: x animal-Penguins. :)

This or that
.: x roses or daisies-Roses.
.: x cell phone or AIM-Cell Phone.
.: x mall or movies-Movies :)
.: x tv or computer-Computer.
.: x cat or dog-Dog.
.: x rock or rap-Rock
.: x water or milk-Water.
.: x shorts or pants-Shorts.
.: x dinner and a movie or walk on the beach-Walk On The Beach but have to be holding hands or its pointless!
.: x blue or pink-Pink.
.: x color or black and white-Depends
.: x friends or family-Friends but i love the fam
.: x baseball or basketball-Basketball.
.: x coke or pepsi-Pepsi.
.: x bright or dark-Bright.

Yeah So today Manda and Tay were over for a little and then Annie is over now and were just chilling being cool liek usual. Ben and me talked today becuase he can actually talk!! Yay for him! He sounds better then he did on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday! Which is good. Now tomorrow is a different story. SKIN CHECK! Yes me and Annie are totally excited for that. Haha I was so dumb earlier it was funny. Dont even ask about it. Now me and Annie are gonna go chill somewhere. Hmm where to go?

[	0x* Feeling..	|	complacent	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	Watching My Sweet 16	]

Sunday-Yeah Normal cheer day. 8 hours of cheer. Came home talked to Ben for a little becuase he was getting his teeth pulled the next day. He was super nervous. Then went to Bed,

Monday-Valentines Day. Ben got his teeth pulled and Me and Becca hung out before we went to Steffs. Then Boo and Me went to the store to get Ben some more presents for Valentines Day and then dropped them off at his house. Aw he was just laying on the couch all quiet while we talked to his mom mostly the whole time. Ben opened his present and he was like I'm gonna watch this all the time..That boy loves  The Grudge.  I hated it but oh well. Then we went to Steffs house and had a party there. No fighting! Yay! Steff and Lis were riding around the basement on bikes and Steff crashed into everything possible! it was so funny. Lis was like doing it perfect but No not Miss Davis. We went into her room and watched The Notebook and of course, I fell asleep. In the middle of the night they all took up so much of the bed I justr got off. Yes 4 girls fit on Steffs bed. Go Me Becca Steff and Lis!

Tuesday- Woke up and cleaned. Aaron and Tony came over and we all went to the mall around 2. That was cool, Tony bought me a smootie i shared with Becca. Hes cool. Then we dropped everyone off Tony and Aaron and Me Becca and Steff went back to Steffs house and then we left to go get pizza. BECCA ATE MY BIG PIECE! Then Me and Steff went back to her house got ready for cheer, went to 7-11, went to cheer and came back to my house with Lissa. Lissa and STeff stayed the night Tuesday night and lets just say we kinda started to fight so I just stayed away from them while they hung out in my basement i talked online. Then i went up to my room to sleep and they were in the basement.

Wednesday- woke up and Steff and Lis were gone. Hmmm? Then I talked to Annie for a while and then ended up going to the Mall again for her b-day. That was fun. We got matching pants (me Becca and Annie) we shopped for a while and sat in A&W forever eating the fries. Then we had to leave so Me Becca Shakk and Annie were all in the car waiting for Lauren and Kelli to run back and they come in the car and say "WE JUST SAW BLAINE" and we were all like what!? and Lauren was like Yeah with another girl. so we all got mad and everything. Then I called David and he wouldnt pick up his phone so later that night Annie called him and he picked up and she thought he was high. That explains why he wouldnt pick up for me. If you dont kno the story.. I used to like David ALOT and one day he got high with Blaine and wouldnt talk to me so he talked to Annie cuz he knew it would hurt me so i sat up for like 2 hours crying cuz his phone had died and he said if u ever call me and i dont pick.. i might pass out. So we called and he didnt pick up so i cried cuz i had liked him so much. So that might explain why he wouldnt talk to me yesterday if he was high he wouldnt talk to me cuz he knows I still do care about him just not in a boyfriend type of way like Ben.

Today-Woke up around 10:30 came downstairs talked onlive for about an hour went and showered and now im typing this. Tonight wrestlign meet: Districts! VIKTOR WILL BE THERE!! YAY haha Vince has the coolest brother ever! then at 7:30 I have cheer. Then if the meets not over i'll go baack there and chill until its done. Hmm yay!?

<33 Ben

[	0x* Feeling..	|	lazy	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	Real World	]

                                                               He Stands Alone

When a wrestler walks onto the mat, he stands alone. No one will run interference, no one will pass him the ball when they are under the net. Noone will catch a deep fly ball if he threw that slow change-up high and outside. The wrestler stands alone.

In Other sports where individual scores are kept, the contest is determined in time, distance and height. In wrestling the score is kept on a grappler's ability to overcome an opponent in a hand-to-hand contest where any second, at any time, can mean a loss or a win. If an opponent gains an advantage, there willbe no help, no substitutes; there will not be a time out and all can be lost in a second. Yes, the wrestler stands alone.

From the spectators standpoint, attention is focused on two competitors; not from 100 yards away, as in some sports, but, in most bouts, just a few feet away. Every move can be seen, every act detected. A failure in endurance, in technique or a lapse or concentration will be spotlighted. There is no place on the wrestling team for the lazy, the showoff, the half-hearted or the poor sportsman. When the whistle blows, wrestlers put their ability,determination and courage on the mat.

We who are close to the young grapplers have watched the full range of emotions, from elation to heartbreak. We have seen coaches with tears running down their cheeks as they try to console a young competitor who has given his ultimate effort...yet lost.

Wrestling is a tough, hard sport and like life, it is survival of the fittest. The athletes that enters and stay with the wrestling know this. The wrestler knows that when his match comes, he shakes his opponent's hand and the wistle blows...

                                                          He Stands Alone.

A Wrestler's Biggest Fan

Thats My little boy,
Mat Two
He's on deck
hes the one who tries to look so confident
While I sit here a wreck

I sit watch nervously
biting my nails and shaking in my seat
Praying for a victory and not a quick defeat

Please don't let him be hurt
Please let him be all right
After all this os why he practices so hard
Almost every night

I'll just suffer through it and give him my support
Wondering why sometimes, he ever chose this sport
But when its finally over and he makes it throught "the three"
Nothing can beat that look on his face
That Look of VICTORY!

The look that says "I did it, hey mom did you see?"
And when the ref holds up his hand
I know why he chose this sport

And when the victory goes the other way
I still give him my support
There's always a next time as long as you try
A mom never fails to say
You're always a champion in my eyes son, and you'll always be that way

A mom is a wrestler's biggest fan
Cause she knows what's in his heart
She knows his dedication and how he tries so hard

Its hard for a mom to sit and watch
As he son gets pinned
And its hard not to get emotional as you watch your baby win
Seeing his eyes search for you while you're sitting in the stands
Making sure you saw every move turn out just the way he planned
Becuase Every wrestler knows
That His mom is his biggest fan!

I thought these were the two best poems I have ever read. Wrestling is one of the best sports ever. I love watching and I know my brother loves doing it and my mom loves watching it too. Both of those poems were true cuz all of the wrestlers know.. they do stand alone and all the moms know..there are the wrestlers Biggest Fans.

[	0x* Feeling..	|	content	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	Like Toy Soldiers <3	]

Happy Valentines Day! x3

I hope You have a good one. Hopefully I'll get to go see Ben today. That poor boy is getting his wisdom teeth pulled right now. I hope hes alright.

Mackenzie-Hope everything goes ok with you. I love you!

Ben <33

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drained

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Ben Squared.

Thats All Thats Important.

Oh and I got a freaking Detention for doing nothing. How Gay

Ben <33

[	0x* Feeling..	|	nervous	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	You Should Let Me Love you	]

This week has been crazy and hectic, All these fights are going on and now everythings all good. Thank god. Im so glad i didnt lose my 3 best friends.

Cheer Tonight was like boot camp. We did the whole thing over and over and over again. Im sorry nervous for competition tomorrow and I cant take it anymore. I dont wanna go to it or anything. i think Im thinking to far to the big one. Aka Nationals. Thats scary. We got a lecture about "arguing with the team" and them me and Steff were resolving it and then coach made us continue the conversation in front of her.  Boy do we love her! Then I think were all good now. Me and Mackdaddy bumbed heads during the rountine and that knocked us off like an 8 count. Boy it was bad. But Tomorrow we have no rock. No more 5th place. Lets Go Premier! Time for 1st again! We are going to Nationals so lets do this! We got this girls!! I love you girls!!

Tonight- Ben called me and hes like woah i havent talked to you in a long time.. Ive missed you and i was just like *melt melt melt* so we talked for about an hour and then i had Cheer, I wish i could of still talked to him though. I was like Okay well i gotta go to cheer and he was like ok.. Good Luck Cheer Good! I love you and i was just like.. COULD YOU BE ANYMORE PERFECT!?! Oh I do NOT wanna lose that kid. I didnt really say that to him though.

Tomorrow- Big Day For Us! Lots of Competition. Im sick of us doing bad.. we know were better then that. Lets Go Premier We can do this!! I love you girls and we can hit everything. If you tired just think.. We got This! We will rock the house!
Whos Zone?
Our Zone!
Whos Zone?
Our Zone!
Whos Zone?
Our Zone!
PREMIER CHEER ZONE!!

Premier Cheer Zone!
Can We do it?
Premier Cheer Zone
YEs me Can
Leave it on the mat!
((Thats totally true girls. Last week yeah we were sad. SO lets make up for that and kick some major butt!! I love you!!))

Stef,Jo,Carrie, and Jamie--Good Luck Tomorrow Girls. We know you all rock so show it girls! Well be behind you 100%! We love you guys so much so go kick some butt!!

[	0x* Feeling..	|	sleepy	]
[	0x* Hearing..	|	Since You've Been	]

Woah This Weekend wasnt what i thought it was gonna be.

Friday Night-I spent the night with the Davis's at their house and that was a usual fun night. Me and Steff watched Regionals at Plymouth on the DVD and talked to Aaron and Ben while watching it. Then we fell asleep around 12 or so I think?

Saturday-Woke up around 8:30 becuase i was so damn excited. I mean c'mon it was my Birthday! So we woke up got ready and headed off to Columbus. We were in the car for like for 4 and a half hours. We had Taco Bell for my Birthday lunch and then off on the road again for the Hilton. When we got there we chilled for a little while and then went to dinner at Johnny Rockets. Everyone on the team told the place it was my birthday and the people there annouced it to the whole place that it was my birthday and they all sang to me. Then we told them it was Victorias birthday and they sang to her. me and Mack were gonna say it was Coachs 33 birthday too. She would of killed us though. Then we went back to the hotel and got reayd for practice and went there. After practice we came back to the hotel and Ben called to wish me a happy Birthday. Aww What a sweetie. Then we headed off to Bed. Oh Saturday was 6 months too. Woah half a year with Ben. Im Loving It!

Sunday- Cheer Competition day! Woke up at 7:15 to shower and get ready. Then We went and partied in the coaches room haha that was great. Went to the competition and performed and got 5th. Thats Gay. Being Captain and all im disappointed but I know well do better next time. Well at least i hope. That was like the worst we have ever done. So we left the place and started drving home. Stopped at McDonalds for food and me and my mom watched Stepmom and Princess Diaries on the way home. I was so close to falling asleep but i didnt. Came home got online for a little and then went up to bed not feeling good.

Today-Woke up and got ready for school. still sick. Me and Steff had these fries at the hotel and we think they made us sick cuz neither one of us felt good. Stupid food poisening! Well then I went to L.A and i guess my grade should be change and same with my Spanish grade so that will raise my grades from C's to hopefull B's. I know Spanish will at least. Nothing else really happening just being a boring old person. Wishing to talk to Ben. I hope we talk sometime today.Didnt really talk Saturday night cuz i had to wake up early and everything so i didnt talk to him for more then 5 minutes so we havent really talked since like Thursday. It sucks bad!

Ben <33